Optimism? The start.

optimism..

i tend to see myself as quite the optimist.

i always try to find the good in a situation,

but, just like every human i have my bad thoughts.

my unhappy, rather pessimistic thoughts that stream through my head like light waves in a pond. Which is normal for, everyone i tend to believe.

Someone told me the other day that she thought that by me trying to help some one out when they were in a terrible mood and really couldn't get out of it, that i made myself seem as if i think i know everything about life and the way you are supposed to live it. i told her, that i in ANY way cannot even fathom myself as to know everything there is to know about life and the way you should go about it. i merely throw out my own ideas and theories in order to help the next person find their own way to live life.

i made this blog because i have so many thoughts running through my mind all the time that it builds up and i have no one to truly release such ideas to.

i like to sit and make up scenarios in my mind of telling someone something or talking to them.

i suppose this is some sort of "formal" introduction into my blog.

i shall probably make a blog right after this, and that truly shall be my beginning.

i know that probably not a whole lot if any people will read this.

but if they do.

im younger then you's think, i'm nicer then you'd expect,

im more reserved then i should be,

and im more out there with my thought process then you'd understand.

thankyou :D