Pure Inspiration

This is Mitchell Davis. He has a Youtube channel called LiveLavaLive. His bestfriend, and right-hand man when it comes to making videos is Kyle Sibert. This boy right here is the most amazing thing I have ever watched. He is my idol, and inspiration for anything creative I now do. I started watching him last summer, when I had nothing to do but be on my laptop and watch Youtube videos. I stumbled across one of his videos, and since I had once seen pictures of him, I had decided I might as well check his page out. I instantly fell in love with his personality. He is so upbeat and happy. Random and silly. He inspired me to keep myself optimistic through any situation. I think I can honestly call myself a "lavahead" because his videos mean a lot to me. He may not know this, but he changed my attitude, which resulted in a drastic social-life change. Everything that has happened I am sure happened for the better, and if i hadn't decided to look at his channel that day, everything would be the same and I would still be the downer I was. Thankyou Mitchell and Kyle, for making videos

CHECK THEM OUT;http://www.youtube.com/user/livelavalive?blend=1&ob=4

Communication Skills (Unfortunate)

Wake up everyday, the intention to observe everyone is always in my mind as i get dressed and such. I get to my first class avoiding people that may try to talk to me and sit down in my cold seat. This routine happens a lot these days. I want to watch people, the way they speak, the way they use their bodies and the silent understanding they have. their body language, their facial reactions. it's all something I want to see, but not experience. So I wait for the day to begin and try not to get myself in any situation where I may have to commute with another person more then one worded answers the make them leave. Yet I can only get about maybe an hour in the day before my instinct to communicate takes over without me even thinking. It may sound strange, but I would like to just watch, be unnoticed for a day so I can freely observe the other people around me. Some days I actually see my learning of communication skills unfortunate. It would be so exciting to be able to learn so much from people without know you are just another person to learn from. It is so interesting the way people talk to each other, the way the can silently agree or understand something at the same time. Like if someone was talking to you and they accidentally spit on you. You know they did, they know they did, yet you have a silent agreement to not mention it, to avoid embarrassment. Then when they aren't looking you will wipe the saliva away and forget about it. Such things peek my interest. It's truly something to think about.

Optimism? The start.

optimism..

i tend to see myself as quite the optimist.

i always try to find the good in a situation,

but, just like every human i have my bad thoughts.

my unhappy, rather pessimistic thoughts that stream through my head like light waves in a pond. Which is normal for, everyone i tend to believe.

Someone told me the other day that she thought that by me trying to help some one out when they were in a terrible mood and really couldn't get out of it, that i made myself seem as if i think i know everything about life and the way you are supposed to live it. i told her, that i in ANY way cannot even fathom myself as to know everything there is to know about life and the way you should go about it. i merely throw out my own ideas and theories in order to help the next person find their own way to live life.

i made this blog because i have so many thoughts running through my mind all the time that it builds up and i have no one to truly release such ideas to.

i like to sit and make up scenarios in my mind of telling someone something or talking to them.

i suppose this is some sort of "formal" introduction into my blog.

i shall probably make a blog right after this, and that truly shall be my beginning.

i know that probably not a whole lot if any people will read this.

but if they do.

im younger then you's think, i'm nicer then you'd expect,

im more reserved then i should be,

and im more out there with my thought process then you'd understand.

thankyou :D